I feel like I'm sitting on the box and claiming there is no cat, just because I'm too afraid to look into the box to see whether the cat is dead or alive.
I'm afraid of it being dead, and I'm even more afraid of that it might be alive.
How long can it be both, should I not open the box at all?
You only truly regret the things you didn't do. So open the box already :)
ReplyDeleteThat is the advice I would give, too, but this case is more complicated because it's not a random person. Also, dunno how to open the box. And really, I am waiting for myself to WANT to see whether this is going somewhere. Like, to get so annoyed by the situation that I'll just NEED to cover the topic. Doesn't it mean something if I'm able to not to speak of it?
DeleteIt sounds like something to me by just reading your writing. Opening and not opening the box can lead to good things, but also not so pleasant things.. Do what feels best.
ReplyDeleteI'm trying to find out what 'feels best'. Dammit.
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