Nostalgy and fear

http://www.gocomics.com/pearlsbeforeswine/2014/03/02#.UxSISPl_uxl

So I found this and thought this needs to go to this blog.

I used to be Elly Elephant and I was afraid that it'd never end. Now that I got those protecting arms and eyes to get lost in I'm afraid of him dying, 'cause basically, then I'd be Elly again except for the fact that the only one that I'd be happy with would be 100 % gone and I'd go to bed every night knowing that it'd never end. Knowing for sure would be so much worse than just high probabilities. So let's hope he won't die.

Acting childish

I'm having my period and it hurts and we went grocery shopping and I wanted to buy ice cream and he didn't let me. Even though I had a coin prepared for that exact purpose, which, to be fair, he wasn't and still isn't aware of.

And now I'm sad even though I know I'm not allowed to.

I know I can't always have what I want but why does it occasionally have to feel like I don't get anything that I want?

And yes there's a top 1 list of things I usually want and it's not ice cream. Can you guess what it is though?